Friday, February 25, 2011, 11:37 PM
Okaaaay, I'm presently feeling all lethargic... despite being on the bed now. Hoho..
Thinking that ill be on duty from 10-8pm for both weekends really worries me. I hope my last lap of revision for the last paper would go smooth. Afraid that I might not have the sufficient time. Hopefully the calculation I did for the working/studying's time management would go as plan. But again, I need to be mentally prepared for the exhaustion. Not to forget with two classes im conducting next week. No pain no gain! (:
I neeed a beautiful day out after the exam. The kind that can rejuvenate me. The kind that can bring fresh air and reliefs within me. No, it's not that I'm having problems but I just need to breathe after some hard weeks of pressure. Definitely the companion would play a big role here. Without the perfect one, no matter how splendid the date can be, everything will still ruin.
I just want that day to be a normal one. But with extraordinary contents. I wanna be myself, plainly in running shoes. And just me with tshirt and bermudas. Running here and there in the open space, climbing up the tall spider webs and take a whole lot of pictures! So I need someone who's into photography here! Anyone?
Not to forget I need a companion too, who can really help me out with the cooking sessions at home that I've planned out during the holidays. Heh heh. Cooking can really be a source of therapy, yknow! No kidding. I wanna try out with.... Laksa first! Heee.
Sometimes when you hear nothing about something anymore, don't assume that there is nothing, because you wouldn't know that something is still going on good. It may be all quietened now. It may be all silenced now. It may be as though everything is equivalent to zero. But truth is, that something we both shared has grown much deeper and everything seems better; stronger and fortified by the struggles we're facing now. The irony.
5 years from now, will that Dubai plan be successfully accomplished? 5 years from now, will everything be like how it used to be? Perhaps better? I don't dare to dream. I can only wish, can only pray.
Anyway, both E-com and maths were manageable. Alhamdulillah they were. InsyaAllah Analysis would be as doable to. One more paper to go....... hang in there, people!
I need a change of the blog layout, the song, and ouhhhh, the updates of the links..... ouh well..
And ouh, I need to take some bites too. Hee, yes, that packet of pandan cake..... hee :-D
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