
You can't really put your finger on the future, yknow. Perhaps at one moment, you'd deny the fact about the current happening. Thus, shunning away every possible circumstances that might take place. However sometimes, inadvertently, it will happen, leaving you in stun.
I donno what it is going to be like in the coming period of my life. Everything seems to happen the way I never expected it to occur. Neither do I ever imagine it to be. Truth is, I'm not even sure either to be happy with the coming or to hesitate the smile. Because the heart and the mind, they have yet to share the same path.
I was off on the 12th. Didn't know so much thing happened on that day. I wish I could witness the incident. Read it from the straits time. Heard it from the colleagues. Oh my.... So tell me now who says working in the library is easy? I wonder how the permanant staffs can actually manage with not only the workloads, but with all those situations too, which of cos involves those kind of impatient/unreasonable/stuck up/egoist patrons. Sometimes when I see them, the colleages, doing their work, I seriously feel like crying.
Roster for the coming week is already out. Again I'm working full shift from 11-8pm. You know what's the irony. Before starting the day in the library, I'd imagine how I wish I could still be on my bed till noon and would tell myself to quickly rush home once I'm done with the day's work. But when time strikes the timing to bus home, I'd feel all so sad to leave and would continue dilly dally with the current doing till I'm being kicked out by the officer, heh. An example of the different says between the mind's and the heart's. Go figure. Smelly baby should understand this...
For the past days of my life, it has been rocking great. It was simply beautiful. Though it was the last lap of the episodes. Despite that, be known to all that it'll never close. Forever it will rise no matter how far we've gone away. Only that, it'd stop shinining, due to the circumstances that will soon takes place.
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