Wednesday, April 6, 2011, 11:37 AM

Lots of your friends would want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

Remember those days when i firmly said.... even if you were to have a car one day, i would still want us to travel around Singapore by bus. Because with you driving, you'd give most of your attention to that steering wheel, the screen in front, the voltmeter, the speedometer etc.

However if you were to take the bus with me, definitely all your attention will be on me, with your arms around me tightly, with my head lying on your chest and my arms around your waist. And we would sleep together with you lullaby-ing me with your beautiful voice........

Remember those words that had once came out from my mouth before? I loved you for who you are. I loved you by you being your own true self. I loved you when you were much younger. I fell for that 16++ year old guy(when i was already 18). And in my eyes, you're better than those who are much older. And most importantly, i loved you never because of the 'quantity'. As mentioned above, it's because of who you are. That was how i came up with that cabbage theory.

Like cabbage, with layer after layer of faults, evils, immoralities, childishness etc but once those layers have been removed, it is left with a soft, smooth, as though a very virtuous inside. Exactly like you, a cabbage. You may look indecent with your behavior and attitude but inside of you, you are full of purity, gentleness, gracious and charm. One of a kind, no doubt you are. And i never lie each time when i said that.

But you disappoint me yesterday, saying all those stuffs. How i actually toyed your feeling just because you are much younger, the reason why i went to another because of quantity and quality etc.

After all these years you have been with me, and still you denote me as that kind of girl, seriously, GET A LIFE, because all this while when you said you knew me, you actually don't.


EYN AEYNN

Several blogs before this but with no firmness of purpose in life, they verily mean nothing. For that, it started out the birth of this crowningtale, with an aim to start life all afresh with more attributes in life. I'm Nur'Ain Bte Ismail, by the way. 27th January every year. Currently taking up diploma in ECC over at Nanyang Polytechnic of Singapore. '91.

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