It's simply irony how you could be blinded by stuffs which you very well knew from the start that it can lead you to disaster but apparently, you still follow that route blindly.

It just takes a decision and ur life can change. Saw this from a friend's wall status. Even Shaq shares a similar opinion. Everything is in the mind. You just have to control it, if you think it's not good for you. Well, i definitely think it wouldn't benefit me anything. What's the use of still holding on but with tears flowing down every now and then. That is not sacrifising for the love or to show how true and genuine your love is, it is more to being silly. No doubt, love consists of both happiness and sorrows, which mostly people defined it as the ups and down. In which the down is to actually accelerate the love to pursuit better happiness and not imparting downfall to any of the partners. If that is, it's no more called love.

How would you feel if your child were to cry everyday? What would you feel if you were to witness the tears in your child's eyes every single night? Every parents would feel bitter in all sorts of emotions, if they were to see their precious one in that kind of miserable state. How can i live happily and peacefully knowing that it's troubling my mum in such way? Though she has never said it before. But if i were to be in a parent's shoe, that's what i'd feel. And hey, i'm not gonna let my mum being in that state.

NYP is fun. NYP is great. NYP is awesome. But you blackened everything. I'm not gonna let this matter have a negative impact on my studies. Enough of the downfall i used to experienced during my first O-level. All i need now is a peace of mind.

When you're out of my head, everything is gonna be easy. But neah, to actually have my heart stolen again, guess it'd take decade. Because being with you is a worst nightmare though it's a beautiful dream.





In memories.....................

May peace be upon you