
It was only from a distance. I had not even a single idea to initiate anything. It was kind of tedious. My courage apparently wasn't there. From that distance, i knew my choice was perfect. The kind of decision i would have made in times to come. However, the gut feelings said no. Slowly, i let go but never released. Now, everything happened without planned. Somehow it happens when everything is well geared up to a level up. I'm not sure the reason to this but I'm sure there is a meaning to it.
Like resumes, only the shortlisted ones will be called up for the interview and only one among all will be granted that special position. It has always been shortlisted. Except that probably in those days, it wasn't the right time... not until everything seems right. Now then it makes sense (:
I shall it keep mum. Because sometimes, special things are meant to be kept in a sacred place (:
Because the chemistry i felt was beyond perfection (:
Something i had always known the moment i saw.......
Back then in 2004.