Toysr'us, our forever usual hang out. Like kids, we fought each other with the use of two swords each, ignoring all eyes that were on us. Soft ball as the soccer ball, trying to win each other in our own football game. Grabbed just anything we saw and hit each other, as though we were in a battle, with each other as our opponent. Everything may be seen childish. But that is us. That is who we are as a pair. We are happier that way. That's how unique our special ties is. Because everything that is done together has always been from the bottom of the heart.

The moment when the night is about to turn in.. The moment when the night is drifting us apart.. When our fingers slowly and hesitantly slipped away from each other, it was like a sharp knife piercing through the heart. It was tormenting. It was painful. Tears then streamed down the cheeks like waterfall.

You said out your fears. I wasnt sure what to do. Solutions don't seem to come in. You said probably in 5-7 years time, everything will turn out right. And so is our Dubai honeymoon trip. But sometimes everything is easy with words but the actions, to have it done, is not as simple as how we planned. I would love to wait. I would love to go through these obstacles with you. As long as everything will turn out right in the end.

But have it thought again, sometimes in life, you are destined to fall in love with that special one but is not fated to be with them. I believe there is a reason behind this. A blessing in disguise. You know i'll always care.