Saturday, August 6, 2011, 9:31 PM
Life is much better i have to say. Alhamdulillah. With the presence of Ramadhan, it brings Nur into my life and family too. Kitun Sayang is the apple of our eyes. Having her is no doubt happiness. I can't imagine life without her now. She's our responsibility from Allah swt. And i love her like how i would love my own family. Taking care of her reminds me time and again that i would become a mother one day. And each time i think of that, i'd instantly smile to myself. I'dlove to see the future (:
Study path has ended. Except that semestral examination is still on the way, somewhere around the corners. 6 months have past. How strangers turn out to be classmates which strengthen the ties as friends. A2 Wireless Communication is definitely a class i'll never forget. But A9 will always be in my heart forever.
Panyu trip right after the attachment. I can't wait. I really can't wait. But again, a lot of things need to be prepared. And this Monday, I have to go through Belinda again. Tsk. Haha.
God will only answer those prayers that are in His will. When we ask anything that is in His will, we can have assurance that those requests will be granted. Praises to Allah, you are my answered prayer from Him.
You were there, somewhere there in my past but you were really out of reached. All the while, you never left though you were never there in my mind. Now, like a miracle, you came as part of my life. Is this a fantasy? Finally reality is better than it because you are here not only just a fantasy (:
I can't deny that i have many guy friends around, with some i admit i had crushes on them before. But that feelings were never intense. It was more to the admiration towards them on how they portray themselves as a man or how sincere they can be. But to love, was never there. Except for one. I knew what love really means when i went through the roller coaster ride with him. It was heartwrencing. It was beautiful too. But after sometime, i realized we were actually hoping for something that can never be there. Love means nothing if you can't balance happiness with all other emotions together. That goes the same as with only happiness, love cannot grow.
Now i agree with those who said, don't search for love because when love comes to you unintentionally, you'll then see how beautiful love is. Which i finally agreed.
