Friday, November 18, 2011, 3:02 PM
Alhamdulillah. That word, I cant seem to let it off from my lips. I've been waiting for this day to arrive. A day that i'll become human again. A day that i am finally freed from all those unhealthy and negative feelings/thinkings. Say i'm mad, but i'm too happy and too glad to cease this smile away. hehs.
O Allah, there is no ease other than what You make easy. If you please You ease sorrow.
Hmm. Okay, i seriously donno what to do next with this proj. Partly because i dont dare to play with the numbers. Not because i'm timid! -.- Lol. but because i donwant to see the jumbled numbers again! Hehe. Adjusting them is not easy, okay! Even though it may seem easy. Well actually, it's easy lah. But to find the exact numbers to suit the standard equal poles is not easy! Hmm.
I seriously can't wait for mummy nang to start her FYP. I miss her a whole lot. This current batch of people seems a little boring(my lab mates in particular, excluding a guy in my lab, heh hehe. And speaking of which, we just talked just now, hahahaha! gosh, the eyes punya lah sharp, lips punya lah soft soft babyy.. MasyaAllah, tak boleh angskt!! I dont dare to look straight into his eyes! Scared i might get attracted HAHA). But being late for 3/4 weeks of FYP makes me a little stranger here. At least, he can teman me lah! haha. I really feel like going for a run now, it's very boring having to sit for hours, staring at the screen, doing nothing/playing with numbers. The aircondition is drying my skin and i don't like. I would prefer having to do things/activities under the sun. At least i can sweat my fats off and increase the depleting stamina OMG! heh!
Supposedly bowling tomorrow but i guess, it'd be a better choice to come by Expo and fetch Su from there. Hmm.
Dearest Su, I can't do much to help. But i hope my advices could get through you. I used to be in your position and i know it's not easy. We somehow shared the same story with a little different in some plots. But i believe the solution is the same. Practice the advices i gave, InsyaAllah it'll do you good because it really did on me. You're stronger than that, i have always know this from the start.
I'm hungry but i can't eaaaaaaaaaaaaat! Luckily i brought some breads from home. At least it's softer than rice or what nots. Hmm... Seriously, having this throat ulcer is no joke laaa! Well at least, it protects my mouth from uttering nonsensical things and stop me from making sins, hehe.
It's lunch time and i want to sleeeeeeep! Good night.
p/s: Okay, so he's being like me now. Or perhaps, ive met my own reflection in terms of replying sms, HAHA! ..........................but he's on fb now, bleaghs (:
