Sunday, November 20, 2011, 9:34 PM
Doubt i could sleep early today.i have 3 more days to finish it up. Dung.
Thought of running up the stairs.
But ayah's fighting lessons were so tiring.
I was drench with sweat.
Tak kasi chance sungguh when he demonstrated those kicking. Now, my body is all aching.
From the very very very first lesson, i have never liked the practice of 'tarik nafas buang nafas', irritating like that, which ayah loves to emphasized it on me. Hmphh.
Bleaghs. But i have always love it when it comes to Sunday night, because that's the only time i can 'hit' my dad, like real hitting (because he asked me to). heh.
I love him larh. Very very. We're twins like that (: I wish uh, in some ways. And i can't sleep early today. And tomorrow's school. As i need to at least complete 3/4 of the whole slides. Ni lah kerja last minute. No, what i meant was, i had planned way earlier. Better plans!! But the initial plans were destroyed. YES, DESTROYED, BELIEVE IT. Selalu macam gini tau. I seriously have given up on this. Because it seems like my efforts can never be appreciated. Sesungguhnya aku menyerah kalah. Don't get me wrong, i don't admit defeat but i seriously can't do this no more.
Okay, i better get going with my slides. I am running out of time. No matter how last minute it turns out to be, i want to make it good and the best. That's the only thing that has been running on my mind ever since I GOT TO KNOW THAT I HAVE TO CANCEL ALL OF MY INITIAL PLANS -.-
Nak nangis, air mata seriously dah kering.
Nak mengamuk, tak guna, energy dah habis dah.
Berserah ajer lah kan.
Luckily there's plan B, in which i have to take my two days off for this weekend's work. Heh.
At least i got to stay at home and play with Kitun. hehehe.
Last but not least, I DONNO WHEN IS MY FIRST FYP PRESENTATION. EVEN MY SUPERVISOR HAS NO IDEA ON THIS, THANKS EH! And the rest of my concurrent batch; their date has already be known to them. Halamaaaaaaak! Worst, i've not even started doing any slides. Bleaghs. Okay, i shall have it prepared from tomorrow onwards. Halamaaak! Stress aye!
Okay bye, limit limit jam 3 baru boleh lelap kan mata. Hmmmmmmm. Persevere Ain, persevere, this is the last lap, after this, tell yourself, you're out of it. Once and for all (:
p/s: But i'm quite sad though, by the thought of ''it's the last lap''. What to do............
Aight, sesungguhnya language today is so rojak, but i like, even though it's not my usual self. heh. Lalalalalalalala~
