Sunday, November 6, 2011, 3:19 AM
Twilight really reminds me of us, from the way how we first met, with the initial thinking that you hated me that much till you didnt want to even talk to me like how you did with the others and how i was really curious about you, wanting to know the reason why. Searching and trying to find out each and every details about you like how Bella did on Edward, till to the point whereby i knew i would get hurt emotionally and physically if i were to continue the love between us, due to situations that would never fail to bring us down; like how Edward asked Bella if she was afraid after knowing that he's a vampire, in which humans are the prey. But she trusted him and instilled alot of faith in their relationship. Trying hard not to injure and hurt Bella, Bella still got wounded in both physically and mentally, due to situations that cannot be run away from.
It has been weeks since i listened to that beautiful voice, who once upon a time, used to be the soothing melody to my heart. It was our final decision to let go. But deep down, we both knew love is still in the air. But i believe for the best of everyone and everything, even for the better of us, we've got to control the feelings. And if one day, if we are really meant to be together, we would definitely be. Now, i shall hand everything to fate. We have tried hard enough from the past. Things happened, from third parties, to families to friends, to situations, they were like the poison trying to kill us and bring us apart but our love was the remedy that brought us back. You are forever my warrior. And i'm forever your princess. But even warriors and princesses got injured and needed some break. We should to, till when, that depends on destiny. And if ever we are fated not to be together, please know that you have been a great friend and i'll always care for you (:
Having to hear your voice few hours ago, in the midst of twilight was indeed beautiful. Despite those little arguments we had, we both knew how much we craved for each other. Dare i say here, i miss you and i know you miss me too. That is just enough. To love and be loved doesn't mean you have to own that person. As long as you know your love is not one sided or as long as you know your love is sincere and true, that matters the most.
I'm waiting for 26 November to come. Make yourself free. And last but not least, please take good care of those kambings at Darul Aman. Don't let them escape tomorrow. Teehee.Till we hear from each other again in a month's time. Take care. I'll miss you.
